I'm in frustrated stage

'I'm in frustrated stage'

Things out of control again... 1st day and i alreasy loss. I got briefing for tomorrow fair, for part time promoter. And everything become confused. What i've planned for today ruined... And i'm not in the mood anymore... I can't smile... I can't put my positive attitude in my mind. I will definitely wasted my 4 hours doing nothing and waiting...

If not because of i need money... I won't be here now.. After all that happened today... I want to run from humiliation... From this shit...

I hate myself!! For give up that easily... Thats why i try to comfort myself... And think everything wil be fine this time... I need money urgently... And this is the fastest i can get...

My mind in complicated stage now, with my kitten is injured and no one to bring me to the clinic... But myself, still stuck and doesn't know when the exact time for my briefing to finish later this afternoon, and whether i can bring myself home in time and go to the clinic in time too...

Wish It was you

'Wish it was you'

I won't say much... just think this mv suit the photo perfectly. If you wondering why I said it? Listen and see the lyrics *wink*wink* and feel free to watch the drama^^

#Flower Boy Next Door

Put yourself in their lives

'Put yourself in their lives'

Don't make your own assumption towards others. They have their own lives and reasons for everything that happened to them. Don't blame and give negative feedback just because you saw their attitude, how they lives, and how unworthy they are in your eyes.

People have their own story whether it is good or bad.  They adapt from that environment and changed their mind thinking, attitude towards others to shield their selves from getting hurt or from open up to others.

Put yourself in their lives... know their conditions, their hatred, their perspectives before judge them negatively. What you saw and know about them not the same with what they have to dealt in their lives. For some, maybe what happened to them isn't difficult, but to others, especially to them, they can't run away, can't dealt with it as strong as you think you can be.

Not everyone in this world can have a happy lives, some have worst, some more worst than the others, but some... you can't even imagine what they have to dealt in their lives to stay alive. 

When you think your lives is worst enough, remember that yours not worst enough compare to others.

Promises? Heh!

'Promises? Heh!'

One of the things that I hated the most is a promise... Heck! Don't you ever dare to make any promise if you can't fulfill it...

When I heard someone make a promise with me... I have an urged to smack their head and let them eat back their words... But yeah! Out of courtesy... I just told them not to.

If you can't keep you’re promised, why make one? How much promises that you want to pour to your beloved one before you can actually do it?

You only gave them hope and you definitely disappointed them. Do you think those promises doesn't hurt? It hurt... To know you make a promise but will never fulfilled it... Yeah! It hurt; even they never said anything about it.

Rather than make a promise... Why not you show them what you capable of? It's much better. 

Whoever you made your promises believes and hoping that one day you would actually made it happened. But when they realized that nothing come out from your mouth is true, they won't give a damn about what you said anymore...

Don't put too much sugar in your mouth... It just comes out as salt to others...

A great friend. . .

'A great friend. . .'

A friend...

... Might not be able to help you when you're in need

... But they will always find a way to help you from fall...


When things get tough, the friend you trust will always there to comfort and hear your whining about your problems..  When things get complicated, they're here to help in anyways they can.

It's difficult to get a great friend that always can handle our crazy behaviour. But they here, giving an advice from a nice word to the harsh word.. just to make us realized, there's still have a way out of your problem. With 1 condition... Will you do it? Or whining you can't do it because of . . . Bla... Bla... Bla... ?

Dude! It's your own problem, if you can't do it... Nobody else can do it for you... We can just advice and hear your problem.. Try to find a way out of problem in different way of perspective...

Not 'Let me handle it for you... No need to do anything.. Sit back and relax' kind of things.

Well, it might... if the problem is about beating people up or 'you got a money issues? How much? Oh! No worries, you don't need to pay' or such...

However, when things get more complicated, the one who can solve it no one else, but you... People can't always help you in everything... don't you get it? Whining and give up won't help to solve your problems...

#anyways... I'm just bubbling about something that happened to my few troubled friends, peace!

B.A.P - One Shot Mv

'B.A.P - One Shot Mv'



Heee ~~~ yup!! I love this group! Especially Bang yong guk, the leader and songwriter. If you still doesn't know, B.A.P can be pronounce as Best Absolute Perfect. They're awesome in many ways... Definitely the best rookies for 2012. Have you guys heard and watch their previous mv? I like their charisma and charming attitude more than others group that always show their cutest side and such. Since B.A.P more to fierce and manly type.

It's not that I don't like other group, but yeah... they're definitely the best! Have fun listen to:
B.A.P - One Shot Mv!!

Revenge

'Revenge'

In this world, there are 2 people that I wish will kneel in front of me to seek for my forgiveness... HELL!! I won't budge to forgive nor forget. There’s too much to take and accept from these 2 ugly hearts...

Well... That definitely what I’m going to say in 2 years back. My life in hell for trusting them and it ate me whole. However, day pass quickly than I thought. My hatred not as passionate as before. Yes! I'm still waiting for karma to strike back the revenge that I striving for these years, but I’m not as crazy as to murder and make their life as a living hell. Well, I like to sit back and relax while drinking a cup of coffee and see when they will suffer and eat their own shit back...

I'm not into 'what they do to me... I will pay them triple than what I got' thing... people nowadays take revenge to drastic, dramatic and sometimes idiotic over something. Come ~ sit with me... relax, why rushing? GOD knows the perfect timing for the perfect revenge.

Revenge isn't good... it's bad, you know, right? Then why bother? If you just suffer HELL, doesn't mean that you won't be in HEAVEN again... everyone got a chance to lives their live again. What matter is will you take that chance or not?